I hope that in the end, you're happy with who you are and your height, SD. You sound like a very intelligent and a mature guy for your age. These are good qualities that a girl looks for, well, for me at least.
What sports do you play now? I'm planning to do the grouse grind soon with co-workers. Shall be fun. I absolutely enjoy b-ball, v-ball and baseball but haven't played for years.
Cool, your b-day is coming up soon!