Orik Basher was addmitted to hospital with acute liver failure

Started by Orik Basher, Nov 08 08 01:04

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Orik

 thank you Michel.it is nice to know people actualy read my blurbage or is that blogage mmm perhaps its blobage... =D anyway you look at it i am still big except in the pocket book

 
Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.


Orik

  i got out for a bike ride today.. and it felt great.. provided their is more sunshine tomorrow... and i feel good... i will go out again... maybe even sit in the park and enjoy some sunshine and if im lucky no hookers or junkies will bug me

and if i am really lucky i might even enjoy the view of some pretty lady's walking past... hopefully nobody will be vomiting or shooting up drugs tomorrow... I will take my camera and if i see anything weird, interesting or maganda ( meaning beautiful ) i might even take a picture or 3 ..
 
Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.

Lil Me

Glad you got out.  And, congrats on getting your EI backpaid!
 
 Don't stress out about the future, seriously.  Take care of you and your health, and take each day as it comes.  You've come a long way since your initial sickness in Nov.
 
 The future is uncertain for everyone (including us working folks)...it seems like 2009 is going to be a year of uncertainty and change for many people.  Most of us don't feel financially stable, so you're not alone in that regard.  In our case, we're trying to keep our expenses low, just in case of disaster.
 
   
"In the absence of clearly-defined goals, we become strangely loyal to performing daily trivia until ultimately we become enslaved by it."  Robert Heinlein

Orik

 thank you Little Me i shall do what i can to not stress to much over the future. it can be difficult. i am just so used to working and having earnings.

since getting sick i don't know what to do with myself. i still spend lots of time sleeping but that's the fatigue. most days its hard just to get up but i do it cause i have to i ignore the pain. most of the pain levels are manageable...

thankfully i do not need to go out to often.  Stongs and EZgrocer offer home delivery... prices are fairly good, but not great...  it is still cheaper to go by bus...

it just depends on the values u can save and how much u have to spend... thankfully the vegetable market is 10 min bicycle ride away and the butcher is 5 min away... army and navy for some other basics and save on meats and dry goods for others...

i can get almost everything i need with in 3 miles of my house. it is just time consumption and energy levels.. sometimes the pain is so bad i can barely move 5 feet so you can even forget about traveling the few blocks needed to get to some of these stores.

budgeting is always something i have been semi good with. if i didn't have my small savings account i owuld be hard pressed. i would not have survived until now Imagine if i had bad credit or owed money on a credit card... good lord,,,

 i had to live on my meager savings and borrow on my credit line from the bank... which i paid back already. I've paid my rent this month and set aside next months rent and still have 400 for groceries and basic needs... oh yeah bills are paid till the 25 of February also...

i can manage my own money fairly well... this was never a blog asking for help. other than prayer.. no one even sent me a dime except mom who sent cash instead of a Christmas presents... that was very useful, for i spent it on fresh and frozen goods... and bought 4 new but used paper back books which will give me some joy for about 2 months. i am much slower at reading things. anyways i need to hit the shower now and see the doctor i nthe clinic... so back to blog more and spew forth more blurbage on other threads later... :D ciao

 
Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.

Orik

[font color="midnightblue" size="2" face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica"][span class="spnMessageText" id="msg"]i blew a gasket last night over at DATW seems they deleted a perfectly sane thread... so even i am entitled to lose my temper once in awhile, i just get sick and tired of all the bull shit i see happening sometimes and i kind of lost it....

 

 a girl friend of mine gave me her old samsung digimax a model d53 camera, so now i have a slightly newer and cooler cam to snap photos with.

now if i can find one of those small SD memory cards. it is one of the older model 2 gigabyte cards. meaning it can not be one of the new cards with the speed multipliers. anyways it's a way better camera than the fujifilm one. so once i get a digital card for it.

 I gonna try to get out for some more digitization of the east side and other areas, i try to bike around a little, the more my health improves the further and longer i can go out each day or night.

hopefully i can find some things worth photographing... at this time, my favorites things to photograph are sun and shadows specifically times of sunrises and sunsets but those are a hard time for me to be out. next favorite time for picture taking is from 11 am until 1 pm.  

i will try to get to futureshop on Sunday, providing i am feeling well enough, even if some days, i am just to sick or just to fatigued to get out. that's the one thing i don't like about this liver illness. the fatigue makes me feel like i am being lazy or something but im not, i just have no energy at all.

the nausea that comes with my being sick. i can live with the nausea but i can do with out the vomiting that's even worse... blah... but the pain that comes with it and the itching i get sometimes those are next to impossible to manage.

i can take the hydro-morphine medication for managing the pain and benadryl for the itching, but the side effects are even more fatigue caused by the medication. it also launches the brain matter in to la la land (meaning it makes a person really damned stoned)

being all dopey is never a good thing and their is always a risk of a accidental overdose, i rember a  a couple of years back i made that mistake of double dosing o nthe pain killers. that was very scarey...

besides i am slow and stupid enough with out adding the idiocy that comes from being spaced out from pain medications on top of it..

3 things i want but do not realy need.

1  a computer that is not slower than a dual core 3 giga hertz machine. this single processor i am using is a over clocked cpu it is over clocked from 1.8 to 2.02 giga hertz. it has 32 megs video onboard sound and is so slowwwwwwwwwww

when my 3.2  giga hertz dual core melted down 6 months ago i have had to use this old beasty and i am so wanting to give it away to a good church as a donation once i replace it... i never want to see it again... ( though i am super happy i had it when my new system blew up)

2. a new memory card.. so i caan get out and take more pictures of the city i love and hate.

3. a new scooter to replace the one i lost those things cost a ton of money, it took me 8 months to save up for it. ... similar to this one.. but mine was black and yellow




they seem more stable and need less repairs than the scooters. but with a price from 2,500 to 4,300 plus for the e-bikes i just don't know. i will never afford one of those anyway legally soon...

spare change to buy a bike sir / mam ...

 lols can you just imagine seeing me hobbling down Robson street saying that [/span][/font]


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Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.

Gopher

Hi Orik, have you had any news of Pepper since she left?  
A fool's paradise is better than none.

Orik

Meowaid has not returned my calls :( i think they think i am a bad daddy cause pepper is now up for adoption... and i only wanted to find her some sponsers a foster home till my health is restored enough and my house is per friendly... bed bugs r still here cockroaches still rule this mess...

i miss my baby so very much  gopher so what am i to do now :( she needs a safe place and mine is not realy pet safe anymore hell its not very human safe either...

I Miss my baby. [a href="vny!://www.meowaid.org/adoptiongallery/Pepper.html"]Pepper Furball Smurf
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 i miss her so much...
 
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Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.


Ex DVer

 Orik wrote:
Meowaid has not returned my calls :( i think they think i am a bad daddy cause pepper is now up for adoption... and i only wanted to find her some sponsers a foster home till my health is restored enough and my house is per friendly... bed bugs r still here cockroaches still rule this mess...

i miss my baby so very much  gopher so what am i to do now :( she needs a safe place and mine is not realy pet safe anymore hell its not very human safe either...

I Miss my baby. [a href="vny!://www.meowaid.org/adoptiongallery/Pepper.html"]Pepper Furball Smurf
 [/a]
 i miss her so much...
 
 [img style="width: 617px; height: 358px;" src="vny!://i41.tinypic.com/6jm43s.jpg"]
 
   Sorry to hear this dude. Must be tough.
 
 

Orik

more than you know.ex-dver more than yuu know. all i can think about is pepper and how lonely she must be how hurt she must feel thinking im cruel and heartless to put her in such a scary noisy place...

how alone she must feel missing me and crying over me as much as i am over her..


exscuse me im gonna go cry again




 
Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.

Ex DVer

  Orik wrote:
more than you know.ex-dver more than yuu know. all i can think about is pepper and how lonely she must be how hurt she must feel thinking im cruel and heartless to put her in such a scary noisy place...

how alone she must feel missing me and crying over me as much as i am over her..


exscuse me im gonna go cry again




  She's certainly a lovely kitty.
 

Orik

that she most certainly is EX-DVer

Pepper was adopted by a very kind lady in Richmond. Pepper is apparently not being very friendly or cuddly. i think she is afraid or her new surroundings she has never lived anywhere but with me b4. i can only hope she will turn around and go back to her normal kittenish self.but she is only used to a big man in her life so a woman 24 / 7 near is new. but do animals really notice a difference in sexes ?

as for me my health has been a bit shaky the past few days. with confusion shakiness, dizziness and some other health problems. In a few hours from now, I have to go back to the hospital, for some specialized tests that can not be done elsewhere, such as the ammonia levels and some other things, it's not something i completely understand. i just know, i hate hospitals I am sick of them. also doing x-rays though i don't understand why i guess i will find out why later.

for those of you who care, please keep me in the back of your minds with a crossed fingers, well wishes good thoughts and or prayers.  depending what your choice for positive well wishing is.

to be honest i am anxious and afraid that the new tests will turn out badly I just don't know these days... things are still slowly getting better... instead of being 100 times normal in asl ? lvl billy rubin  ast & ir... not sure what it all is. ir is the clotting levels which is back to normal.ranges once again and thats a very good thing. It means no more blood platelet transfusions or special k drugs to raise it up... trust me i swear special k in liquid form is one of the most foul substances in taste known to man.

anyways, I am tired and don't feel well. only slightly better than i did yesterday. I will keep you all updated as things move along as i find out so will you i guess. for now im heading back to bed. before i have to head back to that damned cesspool of a hospital. did i mention how much I hate hospitals.






 
Never give up Never surrender Fight with ur last breath Fight 2 live & Fight 2 survive. Never say never & never say die. There comes a time when all will die A time we transcend & attain our place afterlife. My Fight is not yet done, I'm tired & I'd like to go home, But I'm not ready to go just yet.

Gopher

I'm delighted that Pepper has been adopted, I hope she'll settle in soon and start showing her true personality. It must be a bit scary for her moving from one place to another.

As for your health, well I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and hope that by the time spring comes you'll be a new man.
 
A fool's paradise is better than none.


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