That you have had manic depression or severe depression. But with my add/hd it can mask the bi-polar. I in fact know I'm bi-polar it come out sooner or later. Parents are worried thou. I get this huge fit of rages were I yell scream say things I shouldn't but the scary thing is, is that it has happend atleast 4 times while I was driving. What turned it on Suburban SUV's with bush stickers, anti abortion stickers, something that remotely seems political to me and music that talks about love, lost, or dispare.[/DIV]See half of me says I need a woman and this will all go away because I've never felt 'loved'. (enter previous history). But the other half says there is something more to it. But lately its gotten worse. I can't see happiness it hurts to see couples in movies, tv, and in life. The lost part comes during depressing songs. I don't listen to music for the music really I listen for the lyrics. (except for Coldplay for some reason). But the most dreadful thing is my sense of reality. I think the world is against me and my beliefs. Can't stand religion anymore I think its a fraud. I have no emotions anymore except for my breakdowns. I don't cry, don't care if someone dies, don't care, period. It started with sports, gradually not caring, then moved on to other things.
