Sighs what to say & how to say it...
My heart cry's at injustice
My soul weeps with sorrow.
My eye's are brimming with tears
All the death and destruction I have seen.
My heart is heavy, My soul is weary.
The nightmares never seem to cease.
I pray for justice & peace,
Something I can not find,
Some rest, some dreamless sleep
Is what I request, to much to ask
To temporarily be free of all stress,
to know some rest I grow tired and weak
burdens I bear are mine, mine alone.
At times I need to I have to take to task
I must share what is held with in..
lest I explode
sorry all.
Late last night or very early today if you prefer a middle to senior aged male despondent over the death of a friend... This man a friend and neighbor to a woman who passed away on Feb 4. the death of his friend i must assume was to hard to bear for this man. from all accords and statements the man went into a very low state of depression drinking heavily all week at some time during his intoxicated state he decided that death was preferable to life.
Thursday or Friday between the hours of 11:45 Pm and 12:15 Am this man threw himself off the 5 floor floor balcony through the buildings security netting to his gruesome death on the sidewalk below in front of the [span class="maintextBold"]Second Mile Society[/span] @ 509 East Hastings St. according to eye witnesses he went down head first.
This is the second time in my life I have seen such a horrible death and pray dear creator to never have to witness the aftermath of another suicide like it. It is horrible beyond ken to see. The firemen afterwards spraying down the sidewalk and gutters to remove the gristly aftermath of urine, shit, brain matter and congealing blood.
life in the down town east side. is often short. the average life expectancy of your average male is 54 years.
such a tragic loss of life grieves me so. who else will cry at this burden this loss of life this great tragedy so senseless. forgive me I just grow so weary at the things I see. why can we not change the way we are. did no one notice this mans heartache. did noone realize the extent of his sorrow.. are we doomed to never understand our fellow man to over look the tired sorrow filled souls around us. will we forever be filled with damnation and grief locked with out looking out but forever staring within refusing to see what is all around us..
weeping in frustration logs off