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 Hunger and if I get hungry enough I guess I will head on over to see what they are serving up at the Union Gospel Mission at 601 East Hastings St, for those who don't know thats in Vancouver BC Canada V6A 1J7
604-253-3323  Randy (Kitchen Manager)  [email protected] ([email protected])  www.ugm.ca (//vny!://www.ugm.ca)

UGM's Motto = Everyone's welcome

So the choice is either hunger or sitting through some Christian ministry sermon to eat whatever they are serving at the union gospel mission. There a few choices for the broke and the hungry in this city problem is a number of hem hold you hostage you got to listen to a predominantly Christian based evangelical ministry before you get to eat that free meal. So technically you sacrifice your time to listen to them preach before you get to the free eats.

My, only problem is this damned wheelchair makes getting around a bit difficult at times, hence the reason I sometimes opt to go hungry... It not like I can't afford to miss a few meals considering the size of me....Plus to be perfectly blunt I had enough of these church ministry's that have over the years held me hostage more often than not.

  I am a Christian but the same Ole same old in preached messages gets tedious. So much so that I can afford to go without eating another meal prepared by some church ministry where I am held hostage and forced to listen to there sermon and singing before I get to sit down and eat that free meal of theres..

But if IO am forced to listen to there sermon first before I can eat, I guess that means that meal they are serving up is not truly free after all... is it?        

LMAO Thanks Gopher!

I wil re write my review another day. I am to angry at this crap to re do it today

Fix that f*cking Bug Teh Borken... it is a really lousy thing to happen to some one who spent a long time preparing something.. I got logged out and by logging in again I lost everything which is such bull shit!!!!!!!

Damn 1 hour to write my review  and it got eaten

I am so flaming mad

I am tired of fighting D, I just don't have it in me to do so anymore. I will live or die and just keep on doing what I enjoy doing come whatever may..

Nice Pics Man... Have to log in to see them though.. I have one I would like to post but it may be a bit inappropriate the woman is only wearing a flower and body paint.. But she did run a marathon in the outfit..

Twisted Sister
I Wanna Cock
(I always thought there was something a bit queer about them wearing women's make up and having long hair)

Pantera
Latest Loser 
(preaching to the choir boys)

Pantera
Hard Bride
(If the wife's hard, I guess that would make her a him)

Huh.. But wasn't he a Government official pretending to be an actor =D

The crap that ends up in print sheesh...

Pretentious

RIP Pepper and Kelly and all other pets and familiars., that are no longer with us...

Motley Crue
Shout at the Evil

Boastful

Today I was called to come in to the Doctors office. You may ask when getting a phone call to come in and see your Physician is a good thing. Well when your doctor calls you and E-mails you herself to come in. It is not for good news. Sadly, I found out that my liver has decided to pack it in. Right now my health is pretty bad and  has been getting worse for the past month. Starting, today I will be doing weekly blood tests once more to monitor the situation.

Should things get worse it will be another stay in the hospital. Mind there is not much they can do except ease the pain and help me in passing from this life in to the next. Even if it is at the cost to ones own dignity. But that is one thing that wont happen again. Not if I can help it, but things are out of my hands. I wish they had a reason for the liver failure but they never did so it makes things that much harder for me.

If I am going to die, I am going to die at home! mind that's only if things get worse. I will not die in a hospital bed. I will stay at one if they can help me and possibly heal me. However they never knew what caused my liver failure the The first time in 2008 or the Second time in 2009. So I doubt they will have any answers for me this time. If it ends up being another extended hospital stay I think I would rather spend it at home in comfort instead.

Everything is now out of my Hands. I have no control over liver failure. I can only live or die taking things one day at a time. No one wants to die but I am ready if I should. It once again looks like I might find out what happens next sooner than I had planned. If I don't make it, it has been great knowing you all.

Peace be with you today. tomorrow and always. May you all always have peace in your hearts, minds and lives.
Signed
That Fat Bastard
Devan

Today I was called to come in to the Doctors office. You may ask when getting a phone call to come in  and see you Physician is a good thing. Sadly, Today I found out my liver has decided to pack it in. Right now my health is pretty bad and I am doing weekly blood tests to monitor the situation.

Should things get worse it will be another stay in the hospital. Mind there is not much they can do except ease the pain and help one through the passing from this life even if it is at the cost of ones own dignity.  So that is one thing that  wont happen again. I am going to die at home should things get worse. I will not die in a hospital bed.  I will stay at one if they can help me and heal me. However they never knew what caused my liver failure the previous 2 times so  I doubt they will have any answer this time.   

Everything is now out of my Hands. I have no control over liver failure. I can only live or die taking things one day at a time. No one wants to die but I am ready if I should. It once again looks like I might find out what happens next sooner than I had planned. If I don't make it, it has been great knowing you all.

Peace be with you today. tomorrow and may you have peace in your lives the day after as well.
Signed
That Fat Bastard
Devan

Dear Church Family, strike that

Dear Friends and Enemies.

Recently my health problems have not been liver related so I suppose I can be thankful for that small mercy.

My problems began with my hospitalization on August 30 or September 1 I am not exactly sure which day of the week it was. I have a rather severe infection that possibly started in my kidney.  The doctors are not exactly sure when is began or where it could also have begun as a bladder infection but with my poor health it is hard to tell.

Well wherever it started I now have a bad infection that is in both my Kidneys as well as it is now in my bladder. All of which means that the past 3 weeks have been miserable. My white Cell count is still high. I only hope they find a regime of antibiotics that begins to work soon.

I say that because the pain killers they give me do not help very much at all. I think the worst part has been the past couple of days of vomiting and when I don't vomit I am left feeling damnably nauseous. I have also had very little strength. I think I will be back in the hospital by this time tomorrow it all depends  onwhat the doctor says tonight.

What I can tell you all is this. My infection is not responding well to the antibiotics. A normal infection should have responded or cleared up by now. Mine has not cleared up it seems to have slackened off somewhat and I am feeling a bit better but I do not feel anywhere near well yet.

The reason I say I don't think it has not responded well to the treatment is because I do not feel that I have gotten any better. I have spent the past 3 weeks in a immense amount of pain, passing blood frequently and often.  I am in pain every time I have to  void.. 

try to Imagine that you have Kidney stones every single day for the past 3 weeks and that you are tryign to pass one every couple of hours  well take that feeling and you pretty much have what describes the kind of pain I am having  to deal with every day for the past 3 weeks.

I think they called it a Pyelonephritis infection. I am not sure if I am spelling that correctly or if that is even what the doctor said it was.. I think that's what it is but I am not sure.

So if you do pray please keep me in your prayers

Signed
Devan

September 17 2012