I still got the same pay pal, I still got that same email address, and I still have miss pepper, though she lost near as much weight as myself. so I've come to the conclusion she needs a foster cat home, a loving family until i can find either a bug free residence or have the ability to make my own house 100 percent bug free.
Meaning fleas, cockroaches and bed bugs. this young girl is almost 16 years old in age and has lost most of her eyesight a couple of her teeth and is showing signs of kitty cat dementia and i am afraid to say probably more than a few expensive, health care problems. beyond my ability to care for any longer... so i have to call meow-aide and adopt her out probably forever
I for one think because the way things look from my end, it just doesn't seem possible to make this house bug free in side of less than 3 months of constant, spraying, cleaning and vigilance of tough action, plus hundreds if not thousands, of dollars in bills, way beyond any monetary means i could consider. and believe me, I have.
as for social housing if I'm lucky i might get a place before my disability checks run out and god willing i will be able to return to work by then, damn things were easier to do when u didn't have to do or think of them
this place stinks to hell the garbage is miles high
and I am still so sick I turn green at moving still.
damn damn and damn
dear god give me strength to do the right thing and ease of mind to make the right choices i have to spend all day, Wednesday, sorting my books, from my garbage, garbage documents, from my important papers and clothing worth keeping from the rags that are fit for the pit
sighs so what to keep, what to wash, what to destroy and make phone calls to the housing u listed lilme thanks for those number by the way... and to make a phone call to meow-aid to find a temporary ( i can only pray its a temporary, foster home, for pepper ) but realistically it may be her last home ever.
i just don't see how this place, can be tuned human, let alone pet safe once more
cause it sure isn't right now and blue shell cleaning services 30 dollars an hr
where the hell do i get that kind of scratch ohhhhh groans.....
hello saint pauls. can i come back... at least then i didn't have to think or act, i could pretend everything was okay..... going to bed now, i need some sleep, need to keep my strength up when id rather just give in and cry how useless it all is.... to start this disgusting project at home
if i bought a case of beer would u guys come scrub clean and trash stuff with me ?
sighs, sorry forgot, no money right now for a case of beer all bills and no money from disability yet....
groans grabs head sits and pouts but i refuse to cry over my own filthy life style....
and to all of you purelife, lise, lilme, russ, gopher, gordy, raging frog and any others i am possibly forgetting i dont want to seem so ungratefull so i thank you all the best way i can and return the blessings as i can. thank you and god bless you all. im off to bed for real this time hugs and kisses love and peace
ingat my friends
for wishing me good luck best wishes and a speedy recovery i do thank you all but thanks seem so little for such large encouragment in a tough time in my life.... i may not be out of the woods yet. but this is a bit of good news the liver is not fibrous that means it is still celular this was revealed in the biopsy which means i could pottentially make a full recovery..... so in the hope of some bagels hehe the bot word i bid u all a good night
