Yeah there's a lot of reasons I feel that I get treated like a little kid on here but thats neither here nor there. I'm really 'green' on life stories. I am really hard on myself because I've made so many dumb idiotic mistakes in my life I always wonder where did I go wrong or why did I let myself into this state. Past couple of months have been really hard for me. I mean I'm 20 years old and I still haven't graduated high school. Thats embarrassing.
What I'm saying is yeah I'm trying to hard. I don't really have a 'life' so to speak so I don't have stories to tell and I'm not really that funny so my posts can come off weird or forced.
Basically I dream of a life I do not have nor think I can reach and it hurts me.
