Religion came about as a means of understanding the world around them when humans were in the early stages of development. It progressed as a means of keeping societies together. By claiming to understand their god's wants more fully, the priests gained a higher position in the community. That's when it started to echo the priest's wants instead of the original idea of accustomizing the people to working together for the common good. What you are seeing now is brainwashing in the name of God, and has nothing to do with bettering oneself through faith in a superior being.It doesn't matter what one's god is called, the results are the same. The original idea of treating others as one would like to be treated is lost. It isn't that you have lost faith, it is just that you don't see faith in the behaviour of the religion pushers. Go your own path, and do what you feel is right. It is nothing to worry about, Sportsdude.