Hi Everybody,
[HI DOCTOR NICK) lol,
No but this is a serious topic............
I have been married for two years to my childhood sweethart, which i do love very very much, we have been 2gether for 6 years, and i know she loves me and i love her, but for the past year i feel like the passion is going away and sex is becoming just routine, and i have been talking to this girl on msn messenger like everyday, and then last week we met for lunch......she was hot, she thinks i am hot, and i told her i was single. Now, i know that i would not want my wife to be doing what i did, so i just answered my own question kind of? But sometimes i think the only reason were together is because we have kids one is 3 and the other is turning 2, and i am the one and only guy she has had sex with, but trust me we had alot of sex before she got pregnant........my whole thing is i dont want to cheat, i really do love my family but at the same time i am really young, and i mean really young, very early 20's, she is 24. But what should i do i dont want to live the rest of my life with out having amazing sex all the time, and i have had sex with other girls, awsome sex. I am the type of person who thinks whatever happens happens, if she cheats on me, then she can do what ever makes her happy, when i talk to her about our sex life she is all like ''thats all your about is sex, sex, sex, maybe if you helped out around here more we would have more sex,'' but i do help alot, i just hate washing dishes, and the sex is pretty good with us except she is not very freaky unless she is drunk, but aside from every thing else, i will not cheat on her, i cant do that to her, i wont do that to her, so now i just have to disappear from msn and this other girl right? And just my luck the other chick is a virgin too, so i could not do any thing with her, but i would'nt any way , but man it is hard some times, really hard sometimes. Sorry for taking up your time with my post, but i had to get this off my chest and actually write down that i am not going to talk to this other girl any more, because my wife would'nt do that to me........or how do i know she is not doing it to me.......no no just trust her and go back to my life, my happy suburban, family life.