Well I am still alive though, my life is a bit rough around the edges and sadly things are not going near as good as I had hoped them to be. This getting used to being disabled is not easy & it really sucks not being able to do all the things I used to. 
The tl dr version
I am basically surviving & taking things from day to day. that is because there is naught else I can do. 
Hows life with you ?