Thanks SD I worked day shifts for years.. 8 am to 5 pm for 12 years... then 1 month of 2 am to 10 am and my body just refuses to sleep at nights... I have always been a natural night owl it is my body's bio rhythm it just feels normal to sleep in the day and be awake all night.
The problem is I just cant seem to sleep at night anymore, maybe it is because I have no real work and don't do much of anything all day except read the want ads, job posting sites & the bulletin boards. Sometimes I even call the former employers to see if they have any shift work that needs to be filled.
Right now my biorhythm is out of whack and needs to be kicked in to days or nights. It just can not seem to make up it's mind perhaps it is time to ask for medical intervention again. I just hate to use pills but they did help the last time and I did get real sleep. Something I am desperate for.
The chronic headaches do not help, I am feeling so discombobulated, sore back, arms, the neck feels on fire, all the body's muscles are sore and fatigued but I have done nothing so strenuous that they should feel this badly. If I didn't know any better I would say I am constantly coming down off L.S.D. because sure as hell fire that is what I am feeling like.
I have not used any soft drugs or hard drugs which includes being free from using L.S.D. Since the early 1990's. At this current moment in time, I want to swear using some foul blue words, I feel like voicing some very crass invective here, consisting of a bunch of four letter words a bit of french dialogue minus translated subtitles and end it all with a couple of classic taking the lords name in vanes and end it with a old fashioned God damn it all to hell....
