Orik Basher was addmitted to hospital with acute liver failure

[wyk]

damn orik my fellow ex-dv mod from hell.  a little bird told me you were at death's door and ms. pepper had to go to meow aid.  where the hell are you these days?  did you got yourself out of that bug-infested place and are somewhere you at least don't have to kill a roach with a baseball bat every 2 seconds.  so sorry to hear about ms. pepper, but meow aid will do their best and believe me time does heal.  it is time you took care of yourself for once, and someday soon another kind-hearted four-legged critter will choose you to be their buddy.

  i'm sending ya an email, it's a gmail.com so hope it doesn't get blocked as you know i change my email like 5 x a y ear.  

  oh yeah and to idiots like raging frog  and worried saying orik's lying and scamming people then why didn't you go and find out for sure if he was at the hospital or meet him at starbucks on sunday?   yeah, that's what i thought so sftu.        

[Orik]

 yeah the fat bastard is still alive, not working still waiting on receiving my ei benefits if i get any at all i know i got enough hours but how far will they go back to issue payment. money is getting very tight and down to one can of soup per day and a handful of frozen veg's. not bad to lose weight. but id like some fresh fruits and more juices to help keep the liver flushed of toxins...

argh no pay check for so long now so many days in a hospital damn do i ever i hate this... no freaking energy to get up and go. cause of this unknown liver failure.  the cause is unknown the length of recovery time is unknown. providing one can ever recover from acute liver failure... cure unknown... will it kill me slowly or quickly again the answer is unknown... to many goddamn unknowns and that pisses me of... no end cause... no one can tell me if i will ever be okay again.  

i miss my job... i miss my work mates... hell i even miss all my enemies around town... i hate being sick and listless... i hate sleeping 16 hours at a time, and still being tired.... most of all i hate looking yellow and hate having eyes the color of puke

my breath stinks like some warm fetid death coated thing long decomposed.. my ankles r swollen 2 times normal size and every joint in the knee and ankles hurting so much and more...

then their is the abominable pain the nausea and the itchiness along with extreme fatigue.. sometimes confusion.. sighs and if the enzymes go south its immediately back to emergency room or if i start to retain water. and swell sighs so many quantified problems. liver failure sucks big time...

thank you for ur kind words everyone. i am slow at recovering and some days are much better than others. some days i am sick and know it other days i feel good. but everyday im single exhausted and fall into bed i pray and if im lucky i wake up and start over again.

 I know you change your email often WYK but that is what happens to beautiful girls like u, who get to know to many men chasing them:P
 

[Lil Me]

Hang in there, buddy.
 Have you had a medical check-up since beng released from hospital?
 
   

[Orik]

I am running late again.

I have left for church service

after church will be starbucks

Starbucks Commercial and Second in vancouver time will be 1 PM unless church runs late bye for now

still reading the bourne ultimatum...
c yah all

 

[Orik]

 sadly no one showed for the after church service coffee and I still don't know if any one show up for church

but then again most people don't come up to me and say hey i read ur online prattle nor do most people recognize little, fat, old if u call 36 old that is , graying hair, bearded ugly son of a frog like me  i was the big guy middle table drinking the ventie apple spiced caramel.... whatchamacallit drink ...  no banana or chocolate chip cookie today.

i was briefly in Starbucks from 1 PM  until 1:25 PM before leaving to take my bus home... where i stopped off at a cafe for a burger and a salad to go... the burger made a good lunch

with that tomato, cucumber, green pepper, onion, lettuce and mushrooms salad is 4 supper it will go nicely with my carrots radishes and tomatoes...  i know the salad has tomatoes... i just happen to like tomatoes... allot... is all... even more... since i found out their high in potassium and i hate bananas

 umm perhaps i should clarify. it's not that i hate banana's... nor do i hate carrots but of the fruits and vegetables i have a dislike for that would be carrots and bananas... hate is reserved entirely for the Brussels sprout category of veggies hehehe.... so tomatoes it is...


   

[stretchedout]

Maybe if you put emphasis on just the coffee meeting, someone would show up.  People who don't buy into religion aren't likely to meet up with one who does, right after the weekly ritual.

[Orik]

LOL who said ur invited stretchedout  coffee meets got nothing to do with my choice of religion... what i chose to practice is my choice what u chose to believe is ur choice. but i think a bit of spirit might do u some good. ur such a negative soul ....

AND now for some random ramblings of a perverted mind

health is doing good today. and hopefully will be doing good tomorrow...

ei has been approved finally, at least i think it was... i just don't know how much they have approved me ... or for what date it will go back to. i just know they sent me a access code and they want my roe.... record of employment.  

so now all i am waiting on is my roe .. ohh and money is not as tight as b4 i had to take all my accumulated vacation pay out though... so rent and all bills r paid until January now. i have some dry foods and a half full freezer and a ton of fresh fruits and veggies...

sighs but damn it all i want a big old pizza and some kfc... followed up by some ben&jerry's turtle soup ice cream... damn i want a smoke and a beer too... sighs
this damn good health thing... im not sure which is worse. trying to live right and missing everything i loved or living the life i loved but killing myself faster...

is this living right all its cracked up to be... cause i just don't get it. does one ever get over the cravings for all the junk foods and the meats. everything smells and tastes different but some foods i loved i cant stand...

even the smell of certain foods makes me feel sick now... sighs this is all so damned Topsy turvey, this sure is not easy for me to get used to... goes back to munching on a carrot stick wishing it was a dunhill... sipping a pinapple juice and gingerale wishing it was a scotch and soda on ice...
 



 
 

[stretchedout]

I don't think I even implied that I'd show up.  I wrote "someone"...  Hey, if believing in fairy tales works for you then great.  On a previous page I just gave you thoughts on religion by some recent great thinkers.  

  Trying to get people to show up for coffee "after church" which is always your speel hasn't worked has it?  So why not just write about coffee, save the church talk, and maybe someone will show up.  That's just my tip for you.  Not negative, just analytical, let's not confuse the two.  In a world of yes men, yes I'm sometimes labelled being full of piss and vinegar, but hey, we're all reasonably well read here, and we are all well aware of labelling theory?  Always try not to label others.

  Never subscribe to group think.  Revolt against the revolting revolution.  Be a non-conforming conformist.  Good day!

[doggmattic]

 It's easy to see that you stretchedout are full of piss, no vinegar about you, except the sour mouth you have.  

[Orik]

 stretchedout if you have nothing nice to say perhaps, you should just shut up & hold your tongue... avoid my threads altogether.... if my ramblings bothers you so voraciously... it is obvious you've got a problem with my views.... which will not be changed for the likes of you. i once thought the same as you and worse... perhaps...

 i awoke from my living nightmare...I rediscovered some joys in my life one of those jopys being the comunity and togetherness of a family and the church is a extension of my family in some ways the only family i have... good bye stretch, don't let the door spank ur ass on the way out. now get out and begone with you, along with your devil of indeffrince...

 

[stretchedout]

Orik wrote:
 stretchedout if you have nothing nice to say perhaps, you should just shut up & hold your tongue... avoid my threads altogether.... if my ramblings bothers you so voraciously... it is obvious you've got a problem with my views.... which will not be changed for the likes of you. i once thought the same as you and worse... perhaps...

 i awoke from my living nightmare...I rediscovered some joys in my life one of those jopys being the comunity and togetherness of a family and the church is a extension of my family in some ways the only family i have... good bye stretch, don't let the door spank ur ass on the way out. now get out and begone with you, along with your devil of indeffrince...

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 Your rebuttal is way off.  I don't think you even get that I was giving you constructive criticism of your methods for attracting people to meet with you.  Yes, church for many is a social club and good for you, having a place to go on Sunday mornings for a couple of hours.  There is no ownership of threads, this is a public forum.


   

[Orik]

Felling sick and under the weather.
skipping church
and
canceling coffee.
 it's not like any one realy shows up anyways.

 I will be going to Henry's for lunch about 12:00
 if I can find some strength to walk that far...

 

[Orca]

Get well soon, frogrik!    

[Orik]

Hi Orca

bless you for your get well & thank you my dear. i wish you and yours a very merry Christmas..

I will do my best at recovering as fast as i can Orca . I thank you for the well wishes my dear...  

every week my liver is improved a little more than the week before... i now have a date from my specialist on how long i will be off of work. he states i will be off work a minimum of 6 months while my body heals and recovers.

i shall now quote my specialist pretty much verbatim and yes he did use such language.  is it any wonder i like this guy. he speaks in layman's terms something the common man understands.

Mr . *******  as you know now, you are one lucky f*cker! you're stubborn as hell... Mr *******....you're a lucky man to be alive... while you were in the hospital you damn near died on us a few times....  we were not sure if you would make it... cause to us it didn't look like you would. but your recovery came as a surprise thankfully you are one tough son of a bitch with a good luck charm of incredible strength...

( i like to think it is God's divine intervention and some angels of light looking after me ) ( its not a good luck charm... it is because of prayer from friends, family and fellow online, Netizens like you, who sent, good thoughts and prayers my way )

thank you everyone... your prayers and good wishes mean much to me... while i am still recovering i still ask for good thoughts good wishes and your prayers... i am far from 100 percent good health.... on the other hand, i would say i am a good 40 percent better than the day i was released from the hospital... so others may doubt the power of prayer. i still remain a believer in the strength and the good it does... thanks be to God...

me ... so doc when can i return to work

doc... lol do you think you could do your job today

me... looking down... mumbling no, i can barely get out of bed some days

doc. let me explain something to you mr. ******* ' "you had a unknown virus kick the shit out of your liver" you are still very sick and will not be ready to return to work for a minimum of 6 months.

me. ohh

i am feeling slightly dissapointed at this point...

doc. dont look so dejected your alive... it's christmas... you can't drink!... but ur still alive! go spend it with friends and family... be happy your not in a pine box... see you in 6 weeks mr *******

with that i was dismissed from my liver specalists office..

good news is i only have to get blood tests once a week now instead of 2 or 3 times a week if things keep improving i wont need to see my doctor except 1 time every 2 weeks and blood tests only twice a month as they continue to improve it will finaly go down to only one time a month...

i will probably remain their for maybe 6 months or longer i guess i shall have to wait and see... i guess how well things improve and as long as my liver does not start to develop cirrhosis ( that's a form of scar tissue not a good thing !) it could mean my liver is turning fibrous...

 that is neither here, nor their yet. for me it is still a week by week recovery thing till my doctors tell me its changed... then it will be a bi monthly thing then a monthly thing... then hopefully a yearly thing ... but for now. lets get through this week & the next i shall worry about if i get their...
 

[van_guy]

Orik,
 
 It was a pleasure to meet you.
 
 All the best with your health.